colin

gender journal of a genderqueer person / 32 / any pronouns

[colin @CuriousEnby]

@Miss_TeaRex offered to update the picture for me, and I love it.

[colin @CuriousEnby]

The internet was so much better when it was fractured into small niche communities that existed on their own sites. Let’s go back to that model please.

[colin @CuriousEnby]

The more generally depressed I feel, the more I obsess over gender, but am always too anxious and depressed to do anything about it.

[colin @CuriousEnby]

I spend so much time thunking about it that gender feels like an abstraction and I don’t even know what I want

[colin @CuriousEnby]

I am very tired of being in a never-ending gender grey void.

[colin @CuriousEnby]

I need people to see this ✨hair✨

[colin @CuriousEnby]

Kirby makes me happy

[colin @CuriousEnby]

I’m so sick of it all

[colin @CuriousEnby]

Hair!

[colin @CuriousEnby]

The thing that strangely helps dysphoria in this episode is to imagine that I am a cis woman who has been body swapped; it lets me see my body with more curiosity than just disgust

[colin @CuriousEnby]

@Lila__Satori I wish I had some kind of external push towards something.

[colin @CuriousEnby]

I don't feel a lot of meaning in my life right now. I'm not really working towards anything in particular and I'm not connecting with a lot of people, and thoughts of "big"
things like say having a family or transitioning, I can't wrap my head around. I'm just floating, and...

[colin @CuriousEnby]

Looking back at my tweets, seems like getting hit with dysphoria waves is like a monthly thing for me…

[colin @CuriousEnby]

Feeling my gender feels like a chronic pain right now,

[colin @CuriousEnby]

Probably want to shave my legs again

[colin @CuriousEnby]

I don't know

[Erin Reed @erininthemorning.com on Bsky @ErinInTheMorn]

https://t.co/L6OkGTZWvs

[colin @CuriousEnby]

Almost there to meet the fundraising goal!

[Erin Reed @erininthemorning.com on Bsky @ErinInTheMorn]

Huge response from the Biden administration on Texas taking trans kids from supportive parents. There's too much for one tweet but...

- Office of Civl Rights will make contact with parents/defend them

- Children's Bureau contradicts Texas CPS

- HHS demands HIPAA be followed

[colin @CuriousEnby]

This is evil. This is terrorism. Donate to Lambda Legal: https://t.co/sJc1YCFbKH

[colin @CuriousEnby]

https://t.co/4ShEvOlBHA