((🐟) looking at my own tweets through new eyes was the shock I needed to realize I was going through a very dark path once again. I used "dark topics" to let myself slip back into the behavior that got me in places I never want to return.
I'm at a loss for words at myself.
((🐟) going offline fr this time, @desuux as my withness, I will be locking as many comments as I can because as I said, I'M IN THE END OF AN EPISODE RAAAAH. Being online is making it worse. I said where and what I went and did wrong, this is me stepping back to get better.
@divineblessinq But yeah no, no morals to be seen, probably also not from the 25yo on a Monday who reached out first to the person 7-8 years younger than them who said "I'm not in a good space rn, I should be offline"
((🐟) one last message because my friend told me:
Not believing when someone says "I did it, I take responsibility but I was in a bad place and want help" and demonizing that person is the reason people don't change and/or get worse.
@divineblessinq You're putting accusations on me though? After I walked you through everything I could tell you.
If I didn't have morals I wouldn't have made a separate acc, blocked ppl, realized I messed up, apologized, said I was wrong, explained, promised to get better, asked space.
@divineblessinq I have tried my best to be as clear as possible while remaining polite but you have actually brought nothing to the conversation other than making me repeat stuff I said, opening up about very sensitive trauma or, making me be the only person admitting to making mistakes.
@divineblessinq ((🐟) repeating my take because I stand by it: the first option doesn't fit so they're either a SukuFushi shipper in disguise or a gen pervert bc I cannot right hand on the bible think of any other reason for shipping it.
Again, you're 25 and I'm barely 18. "Creep" they say.
@divineblessinq ((🐟) the Naoya writer had the right, I hurt them and I recognize that and have left them alone. Note how they aren't mentioned? I had that Sukuna blocked since the dawn of time for putting T0jiKuna on my tl, tf does THAT guy gotta do with anything when they ship "legal skfs"
@divineblessinq I blocked a lot of people who followed my in this account on that account, with the goal of not letting people come across my posts in their tl, including the first person that called me out's Naoya account. Before my SPIRAL that account was to delve uncensored on Toji's sh/depre
((🐟) THAT WAS LITERALLY NOT ME??? @PeakZenin I'm pretty sure I know who is WAS but now you are putting me on blast and blaming me for something I DID NOT DO. I repeat, IT WAS NOT ME. you called out FOUR OTHER PEOPLE BTW. I left you alone but you did not and now I DO gotta talk
@divineblessinq I assume you're referring to this post? To which I need to say: I didn't know you were the Gojo, it's a case of that you remember me but I didn't remember you. That happens and it's no one's fault.
@cursedteacher_ // wdym interacting with you between work breaks, ive never dmed you or interacted with you actually. i think the only time we interacted was because i dmed you confused why you were suddenly rping tojigo with someone.
@divineblessinq NEITHER DO I??? THAT'S THE THING??? I shouldn't have been posting those things, writing those things, but NO ONE reached out to me to say "hey that's fucking disgusting" for me to look in and be like "holy shit I'm actually tweaking I gotta get help wtf"
@divineblessinq I'm not saying others don't have disabilities or trauma, I'm saying when these traumas affect how people interact with others and themselves people need HELP. That's the entire concept of therapy explained to you. In this case, this trauma affected my "me" in rptwt.
@divineblessinq A pattern I have noticed is that you confused "excusing" and "justifying" with "reasoning" which I have also explained in the post about the Megumi writer. Repeating: you may still think the person is a jackass, but the reason is the reason and there is nothing you can do.
@divineblessinq I did not know which accounts are yours, I don't keep track of that especially since again, we were never close and I never had interest on you other than not getting on anyone's bad side. It's not very nice to cut out the user to make me come out as a liar
@divineblessinq ((🐟) I need you to genuinely take a step back, breathe and think "what did this person mean by their sentence?" And I meant that again, you're an adult, you probably work, we're in DIFFERENT life stadiums irl, I, me, fish, did not want to write with someone like that, a boundary
@divineblessinq ((🐟) I am a single year older than Gojo when he adopted Megumi. Again, you prove what I say by isolating people that NEED HELP when Gojo is a child but suddenly I'm not and there's no possible reason for the actions I took upon myself and saying: