kiwii 🍥💫

vent account cuz i got no where else to go lol

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

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⠀ `· . kiwii ﹒ 6teenꜝ
⠀⠀✚ ₊⠀dni: non 🏚️twt, fatphobes, nsfw
⠀⠀ arfid + ana | they/them | 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

#promotwt #intro #edrtwt

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

chat I don’t think im gonna be able to get 20k steps before midnight today do i deserve death

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

I keep telling myself I don’t have any weight loss rewards other than the body itself but then I remember I won’t even let myself change my own name until I’ve lost weight 😭

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

@meyoulawyer literally the FIRST account that followed me was a nsfw blog that was “looking for a goon buddy” like pal did you reach the pinned post you hearted

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

my irl just said im like 70lbs ?????? man i fucking wish im literally a whale LMFAOOOOOO

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

seeing cute clothes while going shopping but I can’t buy any of them cuz I haven’t reached my ugw yet fucking hurts bro

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

and to add insult to injury all my siblings were fed better so they’re all skinny and im the fat lard chud of the family LMAO

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

does anyone else heavily resent their parents for not feeding them better as a kid which lead to them becoming overweight in the first place or is that just me

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

I overate the day before and ate ice cream just now so I think im just gonna fast for the rest of the day but idk how to do that without my mom finding out and buying my binge trigger foods

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

@soulrlymatters yay super cool 😛

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

im so scared of interacting with people here I fear yall are gonna have to interact first 😭

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

@soulrlymatters don’t worry i walk in a very well light area with lots of houses 😛😛😛

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

genuine question do yall think my therapist will get suspicious if I say I don’t wanna take the meds they’re prescribing me cuz a side affect is weight gain/stalled weight loss? she doesn’t know I have an ED nor do I want her to but im scared she’ll get all weird about it

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

1. Photography
2. Fashion
3. Horror films
4. My best friend 🥹
5. Nature

[asa🎵໒꒱ @asaliilis]

5 things i’m obsessed with, 5 oomfs do the same >_<

1. stationery !!
2. monster zero ultra
3. horror rpgs
4. 1993 cabaret
5. galatea claude 💗

@naechii @michirunii @cutekukki @anglswirls @citronscar

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

@asaliilis @naechii @michirunii @cutekukki @anglswirls @citronscar YAY

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

i just wanna be skinny is that really so much to fucking ask for holy shit

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

@soulrlymatters i get scared to interact even tho i want to like i have to remember no one’s gonna throw tomatoes at me 😖

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

social anxiety is so weird wdym i wanna relapse just cuz some biker behind me asked to move outta the way and i didn’t until the 3rd time he asked cuz i had music in

[kiwii 🍥💫 @custyrrd]

wish I could say the same, Layne Staley #edrtwtㅤ