zoë 🛸 relapsing

recovered from bullimia, relapsing with ednos • 27yo aus wlw ⚠️I sometimes repost things that are triggering for me like th!nspo

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

a 🧵 of my fav ari th1nspo — to trigger myself

[Eden🕯️ @petalspig]

Being fat and having people hear your stomach growling is so humiliating.

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

how does ari still keep her hair so thick; i need tips

[odette ♡ @angelfood333]

my goodness me

[☆•Outerspace•☆ @ImfuckingParis]

Thinspo???
#edtwt

[estelle ୨୧ @lowestkcals]

ariana tour thinspo ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

a 🧵 🪡 for edtwt

🏷️: edtwt 3dtwt anatwt ana mia thinspo spo thinsp0 th1nspo th1nsp0 bc ariana ari mealspo

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

@menamisu literally relapsing bc of it lol

[𝓂ℯ𝓃𝒶𝓇𝒾𝒾★🍓 ໒꒱ @menamisu]

Is it just me or is anyone else insanely triggered by Ari eternal sunshine tour appearance??

I keep seeing videos of her on my tt and tl and she’s so tiny 😓

[ariana vault @arianavault]

ok woah

[ariana vault @arianavault]

YOU GO GRANDE

[Pop Base @PopBase]

Ariana Grande performs ‘eternal sunshine’ on the eternal sunshine tour.

(🎥: JPASC24)

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

her new concert has me relapsing yall ahaha im back

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

a 🧵 of my fav ari th1nspo — to trigger myself

[hera @shiningdaisies]

the fact that people can see me makes me kinda uncomfortable ngl

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

How do I explain this to anyone else? Am I the only one the world that feels this way? Please, just don’t comment anything about my appearance ever please please please. Idk why I’m like this but it’s not hard to just respect it

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

whenever anyone says something that reminds me they can perceive me - comment on what I’m wearing, that my makeup looks pretty, anything anything - it makes me want to vomit and makes my skin feel itchy
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I hate being seen i just want to be me ALONE

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

whenever anyone says something that reminds me they can perceive me - comment on what I’m wearing, that my makeup looks pretty, anything anything - it makes me want to vomit and makes my skin feel itchy
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I hate being seen i just want to be me ALONE

[cee @1ovesickkk]

wanting something is a humiliation trial so ive decided that i never want anything ever again

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

@Zoalfcedancers quit my job as a childhood educator and recently been doing casual gigs like cleaning, hospitality gigs at events and babysitting - it’s less stress, and im enjoying just picking up random short term jobs for time being, childcare burnt me out sm

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

I want to relapse. I recovered and it still didn’t fill the emptiness in me. I’m weight restored now and not disordered and still just as miserable…

tmr I’m going to start b/p again. At least it gave me some sense of company. Now I’m just so alone with no ed to fill my time

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

I just wanna cry and beg for her to forgive me and why is she being like this but I know I need to hold myself accountable and respect her decision regarding her boundaries with me

I just miss her so so so much. It feels like an empty hold inside of me

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

I miss my best friend so bad. Our relationship hasn’t been able to really repair after my last episode

I feel so lonely without her

[zoë 🛸 relapsing @cutecorecals]

Deftones concert tonight I’m so excited!!!!