I’ve gotten to the point (multiple times) where I admitted to my self “ykw I actually don’t want to get better, that’s a lot of work I’m not willing to put it” and things started to change from there
a part of mental illness that i think a lot of people would rather not hear about is the feeling of not wanting to get better. its really the hardest part to get over, but it's too uncomfortable for most people to even talk about
my “problem” with ice spice is that she’ll have a great ass beat, mid bars, then a calm delivery. She don’t know what to do with these beats give it to someone else