have any of you ever been so horrifically mentally unwell that you constantly switch between wanting to tell nobody ab how bad it is and wanting to beg someone for literally any kind if help💀
He can make so many friends but can't connect with them on a deeper level since he cannot open up. He can barely even explain what he feels towards Youji- choosing to brush it off instead of opening up. He is sad, and frankly desperate. I don't like people misreading him.