For years I've been obsessed with the idea of building something huge and then sabotaging it. Watching everyone wonder why I did it, why I did all of this just to destroy it. I want people to seek answers when they're never going to find any.
Sometimes I feel like everything Ive worked for has been for nothing. I want to give up, destroy all I have and be left with nothing. Sitting in my room, on my bed, doing nothing but regretting it all.