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DNI: minors, racists,homo/transphobes, fatphobes, zionists etc. sw:96kg•cw:77.6•lw:61•gw:60•ugw:50 (height 173cm)

[🍓 @cxscals]

#EDRTWT MOOT HUNT✨
•MINORS DNI!! no fatphobes, racists, homo/transphobes, ableists, zionists etc. 🌝
•hsw/hcw (and if you are too, you’re double welcome🫂)🌟
•ANTI-FATPHOBIA, PRO RECOVERY🌛
•autistic 🌞
•lesbian🌙
•ednos💫
•rts would be appreciated, a follow is fine too⭐️

[🍓 @cxscals]

@trashpotatoo thank youuuu❣️

[🍓 @cxscals]

i liked how i looked in this outfit. body check i guess?? more like fit check but i welcome bmi guesses please, i’m always curious

[🍓 @cxscals]

the more i look at it the less i like it since my legs look fat and my arms look fat and and and. but the fit still eats idc

[🍓 @cxscals]

I’M OFFICIALLY BMI 25!!! one more bmi point and i’ll be out of the overweight category, that’s insane!!!!

[🍓 @cxscals]

january -> june before/after #bodycheck
the progress slowed down a lot but it’s still there and i’m still going
bmi guesses for the after pic?

[🍓 @cxscals]

i’ve been extremely busy and also deep into a hyperfixation so i haven’t been active here and i haven’t been weighing myself daily so i did now after a few days and i lost over a kilo pretty easily!!! i’m actually really happy maybe being distracted is the key to managing your ed

[🍓 @cxscals]

ignore how fucking dusty the scale is

[🍓 @cxscals]

GUYS THIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL I’M FINALLY IN THE 70’s!!!!!! I HAVEN’T BEEN IN THE 70’s SINCE I WAS LIKE 16 I’M SOOOOO HAPPY

[🍓 @cxscals]

@kittydreamerz most times when meds have weight gain as a side effect, it’s bc they MIGHT increase appetite, not bc the meds themselves make you gain. so it’s still 100% dependent on your intake. you shouldn’t be scared of meds that could improve your mental health!!!

[🍓 @cxscals]

whoever invented jeans sizes must have been a deeply evil person

[🍓 @cxscals]

in other more unpleasant news, the pair of jeans that i ordered from vinted doesn’t even come close to fitting me and i wanna cry. i don’t understand jeans sizes, how is a 44 really loose on me but a 42 doesn’t even go over my ass?????

[🍓 @cxscals]

it’s actually crazy how much of a difference being active makes cause i’ve been eating close to 2000 cals bc i needed energy to work non stop on film sets for the last 2 weeks and i still managed to lose a little bc of the physical effort

[🍓 @cxscals]

I’M FINALLY OUT OF BMI 27 JAIL IT TOOK ME AGES BUT I BROKE FREE!!!

[🍓 @cxscals]

I’M FINALLY OUT OF BMI 27 JAIL IT TOOK ME AGES BUT I BROKE FREE!!!

[🍓 @cxscals]

honestly it’s a rare instance when i’m happy i mantained cause i’ve been eating like 2000 cals and i was very afraid to weigh myself but apparently the physical work of doing like 5 different jobs on a film set pays off. i can’t wait for summer break so i can restrict again

[🍓 @cxscals]

i haven’t been active on here bc i’m very busy with finals and i’m always on set sometimes for more than 15 hours. i’ve been maintaining at 81kg since i need to actually eat during the day for energy and i have to eat set food, which is always fast good

[🍓 @cxscals]

i haven’t been active on here bc i’m very busy with finals and i’m always on set sometimes for more than 15 hours. i’ve been maintaining at 81kg since i need to actually eat during the day for energy and i have to eat set food, which is always fast good

[🍓 @cxscals]

maybe i should really stop weighing myself every single day cause it’s so fucking damaging to my mental health every time the weight fluctuates but i don’t think i can stop. definitely not just once a week that seems impossible for me idk

[🍓 @cxscals]

@jarsnjam omg thank you!! unfortunately i am bmi 27😭😭😭 i feel like maybe the outfit is deceiving cause i definitely look pretty overweight irl

[🍓 @cxscals]

bmi guesses?👀 i have no perception of how i look so be honest, i don’t mind. and no peeking :))

[🍓 @cxscals]

i gained over a kilo…. i’m not changing my bio bc i’ve been eating in a deficit even if not so extreme so i hope it’s temporary retention or something but when i saw the number i wanted to kms lmaooo

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