CatYaps

This is my yap space. Topics may vary, and can get personal🙏🏻 | alt for @mattycxt

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Hi guys! Welcome to my yap space.

A heads up before following, this is going to be mostly a ramble/rant space. I never planned on making an account like this but I need a void to scream into sometimes and I don’t want to clog my main acc.

So feel free to stay, but be warned🙏🏻

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@ZAxMarksman HOW IS ROBLOX WORSE THAN THAT??? Nahhhh! You’re SICK

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My experience with shooter games

1. Downloaded apex legends and played for a girl I liked. She ended things

2. Downloaded marvel rivals and played for a guy I liked. He ended things.

What game should I try next? :3

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@junpoe_ You guys need HELP

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@secretpuppyx Honestlyyyy. I’d consider it

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@ZAxMarksman This might ACTUALLY be the WORST answer

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@MidnightAmethyx FUCK NO LMAO

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Outside of my frustrations. I have so many good people in my life❤️ I cherish you all

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Ya know, I find it so funny I wrote a love song for someone just for them to end things 2 days later.

Honestly THATS songwriting gold

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Like do I even bother asking in DMs what the problem is and work it out. Or is this just what you were always like and I was delusional to believe otherwise.

We are both too old for this nonsense.

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Ya know if you leave my server after spending over a week disrespecting me in public spaces around friends and making remarks about private things, just go ahead and unfriend me. I really don’t care for the little sing and dance if you don’t fuck with me anymore.

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I hate always feeling like I’m a friend of convenience over priority.

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It’s why I don’t like this certain large content creator (Rhymes with Feast) Shit just constantly rubs me the wrong way. It’s disgusting using the good things you do to raise your own ego and reputation instead of doing it for the sake of caring. All one big PR stunt.

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It grosses me out when someone uses the “good deeds” they do to obtain clout. It comes off so insincere when you’re like “I put this much money into this good thing”, or “I made sure to rope in this many people of a community”. Like amazing ur doing that but do you actually care?

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Like I could easily be like “yeah I’m a good person because I did this, this, and that” but when you are using those things to prove you are good, is it just for the PR? Because a good deed shouldn’t be done with the idea of using it later down the line to “prove yourself good”.

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To those who followed. Hi! I love you❤️

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eepy

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@MidnightAmethyx It’s definitely been frustrating. And constantly has me second guessing people’s intentions when flirting with me. Sometimes it’s obvious it’s for the bit, but then it starts evolving and I think, maybe but then just end up being disappointed.

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One thing I’ve learned about myself is I have such a hard time distinguishing when someone is reciprocating feelings for me vs just enjoying my attention. People ask “how are you single” , or say “you have so many options” but how many of those “options” are actually interested.

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Today has just had me doing a lot of thinking.

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Maybe it’s my fault for being a hopeless romantic. Idk.

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I feel I’ve just come to accept that I am the “convenient option” for guys who are lonely. And it sucks because I genuinely fall for these guys and they entertain visions of a future together but flake as soon as things get too serious.