Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and purity -1Tim. 4:12
Maybe the reason why we see God in darkest hours as lighter than Him in our happiest days is because we tend to think that He's absent in our difficulties. The truth is, God is always updated and present wherever we are; it's just a matter of perspective and focus.
-CYAM