unless i experience a freak accident im 100% go to die by suicide i don’t think i’ve ever experienced a full day of happiness an this has been the worst year of my life all i do is lay in bed and feel miserable i haven’t gone outside in weeks
this is stupid but i always hate when people say everyone has someone that would miss they if the committed cuz i literally don’t my family hates me and i don’t even have one friend
i have not hung out with anyone since november i tried to make friends with someone but they ghosted me i wish i wasn’t a coward so i could just die already
i hate how everyone on edtwt tries to pretend their problem with fat people is them not caring about their health as if we are not all killing ourselves wether it be ana or bed or mia like the fake moral high ground shit needs to stop