Cyhan

Left because people love to ruin the mental state of a guy with suicidal thoughts

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@GHAST0626 c!Ranboo my little chocolate eclair <3

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

Hi
I'm just back to say I'm not dead
I did make an attempt and I'm ashamed of it
I got a bunch of dms from people who where worried so I wanted to just say I'm ok
And also just show this dm
This is what leads to people doing what I did, and that's not ok
Ok bye for real now

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@benchtriohq I am literally not cishet try again
also https://t.co/foD4ME4Syj

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

Follow up to this
I've realized how dumb this is after talking to someone really nice about it and they calmly and without insulting me explained why they disagreed with me and I changed my opinion on this!
Just leaving it up for the sake of my own personal growth :D

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@ranboovinyl I'm just going to move on, you should too
Go focus on school and stop caring about someone's opinion on the internet
Neither of our opinions matter

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

I'm in the process of setting up a new account so in like 4-6 hours I won't have to deal with hundreds of people worsening my mental health

This is the second time my poor wording lead to me getting harassed
So that's fucking fun
Fuck the mcyt community

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@ranboovinyl You're literally trying to dictate what I can and cannot say online
And what opinions are allowed to be shared and what opinions aren't

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@la1ze It came off aggressive to me, I'm sorry if that wasn't your intention /gen
I'm not in a good mental place right now and hundreds of people are making it worse or actively contributing to it so I'm on edge
Again I'm sorry I misinterpreted you it was my bad I'm sorry

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@la1ze I hope worsening a suicidal person's mental health is fun for you guys because holy shit no one is moving on from one badly worded fucking tweet

I'm a human being you know

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@ranboovinyl Then don't dictate what I do either lmao

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@la1ze You can like... stop being aggressive now

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

Hey to the one person who dmed me and is being really nice and is treating me like an actual human being I love you
Even though I think you don't like me you just not being really rude and stuff made me feel a lot better
Not to be dumb but it made me cry so again thank you

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@ranboovinyl Did you not read the follow up tweet where I legit said I know the tweet was stupid
Stop giving a shit I already know it's dumb I don't need that repeated 1000 times

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@la1ze I have no idea how you missed this

https://t.co/foD4ME4Syj

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

Follow up to this
I've realized how dumb this is after talking to someone really nice about it and they calmly and without insulting me explained why they disagreed with me and I changed my opinion on this!
Just leaving it up for the sake of my own personal growth :D

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

I get it not everyone agrees with my opinions
But can y'all at least treat me like a human being..? Can yall like see that I've had enough people clown on me and tell me I'm stupid
I get it
Everyone hates me and I'm a burden like I didn't already know that dude

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@mollifords https://t.co/foD4ME4Syj

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

Follow up to this
I've realized how dumb this is after talking to someone really nice about it and they calmly and without insulting me explained why they disagreed with me and I changed my opinion on this!
Just leaving it up for the sake of my own personal growth :D

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@Kaiy_Draken @DirTdweller I was never trying to be aggressive I never try to be aggressive and I don't expect people to actually see my tweets so I never tag /nm etc unless I'm talking to another person

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

*Taps mic*
Not every character needs to be lgbt
Maybe
Straight and cis people exist
And we can have representation without every character being lgbt
I'm sorry

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@lvjyselfie https://t.co/foD4ME4Syj

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

Follow up to this
I've realized how dumb this is after talking to someone really nice about it and they calmly and without insulting me explained why they disagreed with me and I changed my opinion on this!
Just leaving it up for the sake of my own personal growth :D

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

The mcyt community which yes I am apart of is awful and I'm really just so tired
The community is full of problems that no one in the community is willing to fix and I'm just not mentally well enough to fix them either.
Hell I don't even actually like minecraft that much

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

I'll just rip the bandage off
I'm trans
And I hate it a lot
I hate being trans and I don't want to be trans, just like I don't want to be any other form of lgbt
I want to be normal
But you know

I'm debating leaving this account so uh
Yeah
Twitter isn't enjoyable

[Cyhan @cyhantwt]

@DirTdweller Yeah but if people don't want me to have a shitty opinion then they shouldn't be rude or people with those shitty opinions are less likely to listen
If you're nice then people will listen and maybe change their opinions