Self betrayal is something that is really hard to heal from.
It’s one thing to be angry at someone else for how they treated you. That anger has a place to go. You can blame them, resent them, cry over what they did. But when you realise you’ve betrayed yourself, that’s a whole different weight. Because now, it’s not about what they did, it’s about what you allowed. What you kept accepting. What you kept choosing, even when deep down, you knew it wasn’t right.
Now that it’s past us (hopefully), I was feeling like the external state of affairs was peaking to match my inner world. I continue to wait for my inner world to ‘ceasefire.’
I’m gifting a yearly scholarship to my private healing community @selfhealerscirc
TO ENTER:
1. Comment where you’re from
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