SO DIETS DONโT WORK FOR 95% OF PEOPLE AND POOR HEALTH IS ACTUALLY NOT REALLY TIED TO FATNESS SO BEING FAT ISNT BAD FOR YOU, LIKE THE BMI WAS NEVER INTENDED TO BE USED AS AN INDIVIDUAL HEALTH MEASURE SO ITS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. ANYWAYS THERES THIS PODCAST MAINTENANCE PHASE-
Become a writer anyway. Fuck it, do it, it won't save you, but it's still a beautiful dream to write novels and short stories and poems and mingle with other dreamers and make art and laugh in the face of death. And writing is constant death. May you always live mรกs.
This is a timely read for me, as I contemplated deleting my "cringey" YA reads from my yearly total on Goodreads because of how it can be judged. But who cares, its a hobby. It doesn't have to be tracked, quantified, or productive. I can read about queer princesses all i want.
I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life.
constantly torn between wanting to live in the city and go to museums and libraries etc. and wanting to run away to the countryside and shut myself in a big old house surrounded by nature.