: rabies ⌖ is relapsing

higher than a giraffe's pussy rn 🦄🪽
i 𖹭 my bf

[: rabies ⌖ is relapsing @d1ese4se]

INTRO
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╰┈➤ (not new to #edtwt) 17yo, she/her, gw: 38kg, ro/eng ⟢ˎˊ˗
ed related stuff + rants
basic dni + ppl <14, non ed/shtwt
i don't really check dms, but follow if you wanna be moots .ᐟ.ᐟ

[♰ @heavens_sickest]

once i cure my depression, bpd, ocd, anxiety, eating disorder, avoidant tendencies, resistance to change, and fear of the unknown it’s over for u hoes

[vivi @strawbsvivi]

growing up fat and ugly meant not knowing how to be a girl and forcing yourself into the tomboy stereotype since you weren’t attractive enough to be feminine

[telly @nutatelly]

I hate how bmi is so different for short people

[may @maybellinaa]

it’s so eerie when people u once looked up to as thinspo are no longer skinny to you

[ari @soobinsdih]

seeing people go from bmi 27 to bmi 14 in 6 months while all i’ve done in the past 6 months is gain and lose the same weight.

[cassie 𝄞 @keepitcassiie]

how it feels to eat 1000cal while everyone else is fasting with 30k steps

[: rabies ⌖ is relapsing @d1ese4se]

@prettiestbuni idk if it helps, but usually when i go on vacation (seaside) i imagine my body at the beach after eating a lot and that does it and if it's lunch/dinner i imagine how bloated i'll look tomorrow

[Rey @Milimiq]

this part just shot me in the face

[martina 🐬 @1111bones]

anorexia canon events:
- attempting the keto diet
- ppl congratulating you on your wl
- counting calories
- not counting calories
- pilates
- evil farts
- becoming insufferable because of hunger and not even being underweight
- realizing bmi 18 is fatter than you thought

[M ☠️🎀 @0O11010111]

im kinda eating a lot for someone that wants to lose 10kg in a month

[: rabies ⌖ is relapsing @d1ese4se]

disorder. i feel like shit and i need to look sick. i need people to see how i've been feeling this past years. i need to prove i'm worse. and i feel guilty about it.

[: rabies ⌖ is relapsing @d1ese4se]

long rant (#edtwt)

one of my ex-friend is getting sent to residential. i noticed the fact that he might have an ed cause he lost a lot of weight kinda fast. he used to be chubby and many months ago told me that he's been trying to lose weight and i was happy for them cause they

[: rabies ⌖ is relapsing @d1ese4se]

looking really thin. stupid reason. i've been struggling with disordered thoughts for years and they kind of stopped last year and i never was at a dangerously low weight. i've never been hospitalized or even really been noticed or diagnosed when i was in the peaks of my

[✩𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑✩ @ec_lips3]

How it feels to go back on edtwt after gaining

[: rabies ⌖ is relapsing @d1ese4se]

guess who's relapsing because one of their old friends who was chubby before is now skinnier than them and probably also has an ed?😂😂😂

[. @emmasarchivee]

soo all of our moms said something which stuck with us forever and fueled our ed right..?