ghoztly

I'm 18 🦴he/him 🦴 ⚠️DNI -16⚠️
5'9 🫀sw/hw:178🫀lw:130🫀cw:142lbs
🫀I AM ALWAYS PRO RECOVERY

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

I hate how easy it is to gain weight back, but so hard to lose it again
🫀
anyways new accountability thread, unpinning @ 135lbs

[sev | edtwt @tw_sevv]

Hellooo brain fog

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

3/29:
1k cals
11k steps

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

I hate how easy it is to gain weight back, but so hard to lose it again
🫀
anyways new accountability thread, unpinning @ 135lbs

[˚˖𓍢🌷Arty ! ✧˚ semi recov.🎀⋆ @luvprincessc]

“You have anorexia!!” No the fuck i dont Im a miserable pathetic cunt wannarexic who just wants a disorder and cant even starve for weeks straight or something because i always end up overeating i hate myself

[† 𝖒𝖎𝖓 @wastedwannabe]

i binge.
i open edtwt.
"100 cal intake/day"
"day 12 of my fast"
"i just lost 3kg omg!!"
"120k steps :)"
"how i lost 15kg in 3 weeks"
i close edtwt.

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

I need to get myself out of this binge cycle this weekend was NOT good

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

fuck I do fear im becoming bullimic

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

the fact that I lost my virginity at my hw is going to haunt me forever I want to die whenever I think about it

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

3/13:
750 cals
600 burned
15k steps

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

3/12:
100 cals
477 burned
11.6k steps

[𖤐 slaughter ⭑ harm reduction 🎸 @xmikeysnotokayx]

i know im the friend that is too woke but i think an overlooked reason eating disorders are seen as the priveleged white woman disorder is because mostly only priveleged white people can afford inpatient treatment & thats the only time people really “find out” you have an ed

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

my dad is getting us all big arch burgers from McDonald's I hate my life help

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

we're talking abt eating disorders in AP pysch tmrw why am I lowk excited

[𝐻𝙾���Ꮥ𝐻𝙾† || F🫀keMink of {REDACTED}TWT @CeIebDeathMatch]

normalise not giving a fuck on what anyone thinks anymore, slash flash people, purposely don't eat at all, always open your calorie tracking app in front of people I don't give a fuck because nobody even cares, I could relapse right in front of people and they wouldn't even care

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

Ive been eating so fucking much I feel so disgusting I want to kill everyone

[ghoztly @d3monpup]

@daily4ed oof this hit my 18 yr old self way too hard