I feel like majority of people who feel this way don't actually need to go to such lengths to get enjoyment out of this. Having a partner who verbally plays into this and let's you experience it lightly would be enough to enjoy it to its fullest.
ive been fantasizing about getting hurt since i was a child, just the same way people fantasize about sex. Ive literally read and listened to stories and the slightest mention of violence, humiliating, degrading would make me click the same way as if i watched porn
I like how some b#tches pretend that they are neet gamer girls.
Iike I saw your posts, you have OF and go to clubs every night to hook up with strangers.
You ain't fooling anyone.