@Rabidprincess09 She is my muse! Ive painted her actually. The digital picture she sent me gave me a better reference for when I do! Shes beautiful. Thats why I think she's a perfect inspiration!
@scarecrowblues0 So saddening... I recommend taking a nice bubble bath with a cup of camomile tea! It's relaxing! I once did that and I felt so much better! Even took a nap.