dael edtwt

not so new to edtwt|| sw:75, cw:71.1, gw:55, ugw:48|| pro recovery 🩷🌱|| TW: ED, SH|| please: leave, block, anything just don't report ‼️

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

unpinning at 65kgs 🩷

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

And I gained again... fml tbh 💀

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

done with binging, back to restricting ✨✨✨ this time I'll higher my intake so I won't end up binging so baddly (even if it hurts my soul)✨✨✨ also my omad was AMAZING today

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@bpdkaraa CONGRATSSS

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

I can't stop binging, please someone stop me from eating, I need to stop! In 3 weeks I'm visiting my sister. I need to lose some by then :(( she can't see that I keep on gaining. I feel so horrible, I look so horrible. I'm going to cry :'(

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

I CAN'T!!! LITERALLY I CAN'T-
I'VE BEEN BINGING FOR DAAAAYS :((( I PROBABLY GAINED SO MUCH AND UGHHHHHHHH

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

... and I binged

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

I lost ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@leafontp GREAT JOB OH MY GODDD

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@skinniebunnies cigarettes and a redbull yumm

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@SICKSPELLZ @skinniebunnies I USED TO DO THIS. It's not bad tho when ur deep in ur ED as it boosts ur blood sugar levels and IT'S JUST GOOD

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@minibunnii_ @skinniebunnies this is the best I've seen yet 😭😭😭

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@floweryed @skinniebunnies nicee, it helps ur brain 😭

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@aspartameangel @skinniebunnies I know that feeling so d6mn well

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

OH FVCK I remembered I also had fries and cheese and ketchup and all the cal rich food in the world, what did I do... why didn't I remember to get it ✨out✨ atleast ugh

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@oatmiu always.

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@oatmiu THANK YOU FOR THIS!

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

@oatmiu ah same. But hiiii 🐨

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

I'm weighing myself in the morning, I'll probably die from the number I'll see but I deserve it. Where was my mind today...

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

fvck i ate a whole chocolate and a banana, 800 free cals for me. I'm so dumb omg

[dael edtwt @dael2012652]

this weekend totally killed me and now I just saw that I even gained... ugh