ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

TW : ed(!), suicide, depression

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

i have to weigh 45kg by the end of the year

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@starvdsoulz better for them i think 😔

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

none of my friends know about my disorders, but i get the feeling that they all suspect it 😵‍💫

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

in my head i should eat half of it 🤣

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

app calculated i need to eat max of 1000kcal a day to reach my gw, but i cant believe it 😵‍💫

[cassie @keepitcassiie]

i need to lose 5kg right fucking now

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

well.. maybe ill be thin in november, because i certainly won't be in october 🤪

[miyawaki૮ ․ ․ ྀིა @miyatsukori]

well no skinny september for me ig

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

anyway, guys, do you have any way to quickly get rid of water weight? help me :(

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

im retaining water because of meds i have to take, and now im afraid ive gained weight because of it 🫩 i feel sooo fat kms

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

im waiting until i stop taking them so i can weigh myself, because rn im afraid to 😵‍💫

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

im retaining water because of meds i have to take, and now im afraid ive gained weight because of it 🫩 i feel sooo fat kms

[jane @hrtstyu]

calories ruin everything

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@mxmnga

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

good morning, still alive 🍂

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

tbh i was really close but i ruined everything :)

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

im afraid ill never reach my gw

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@miaumaum me too girl:( i hope tomorrow will be better for us

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

im so fucking bored.. talk to me, guys 💌 what’s up? how are you feeling today? #interactions

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

i need to lose 5kg RIGHT NOW

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

„its so hard to gain weight!”
me: yeah.. yeah, it is

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@abitbreathless i wish

[eepy ᶻ 𐰁 @eepy_peepy_bar]

girl who’s suicidal is scared of dying

[Nox @Noxxer0]

Id rather hate myself and be skinny than hate myself and be fat