ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

TW : ed(!), suicide, depression

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

i have to weigh 45kg by the end of the year

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

i won't gain weight eating 1 000 calories a day i won't gain weight eating 1 000 calories a day i won't gain weight eating 1 000 calories a day i won't gain weight eating 1 000 calories a day i won't gain weight eating 1 000 calories a day i won't gain weight eating 1 000 c-

[Aarav @Aaravhere_]

not suicidal, but if someone kill me right now id say thank you because im so fucking tired with this heaviness, to top it all, i dont even fucking think i'm allowed to feel tired

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

sometimes i think that even though i hate myself and how i feel after binge, subconsciously i can’t wait for it to happen so i can finally eat my fill

[jae @mineminemind_]

i feel guilty for being depressed sometimes bc i feel like my situation isn’t nearly bad enough for me to be this way

[kiki🌸 @kikii055]

unfortunately my favorite coping mechanism is self isolation, so yeah i won’t bother you

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@pluto1528 I LAUGHED OKAY

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

i can’t explain it but 80% of my binges happened on sundays 😵‍💫 it’s always fucking sunday

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@esthhery too often bro

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

"just eat intuitively!" yeah, of course!! if only my intuition didn't keep telling me that eating a whole jar of nutella along with two loaves of sandwich bread is a fantastic idea

[flavia @flaviacapetinha]

fiquei sozinha por menos de 5 min e pensei em 3 formas diferentes de como me matar

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

if i had known that my life would turn out like this i would have killed myself a long time ago

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

@doveeswan nope, im still alive 😔

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

how can i simultaneously hate everything about myself and believe that im masterpiece?

[nvr2real of shedtwt @_nevertooreal]

i’m so fucking useless all i do is lay in bed and hope that i’ll just die already

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

when i read tweets on #edtwt i come to the conclusion that we’re all the same and every experience we have is canon event

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

today last cheat day of my life and total lock in tomorrow 🤝🏻 43 kg by the end of the year

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

„why are you so sad all the time?" i wanna kill myself since i was 14

[siobhan ཐི༏ཋྀ @fatalfeverdream]

anorexia will have you thinking your fingers are fat

[ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @daffi4e]

sometimes, when i start binge circle i think i need to gain a bit of weight because then ill have the motivation to start starving myself all over again