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Iโm fond of pathetic little guys ๐
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having 0 friends and never experiencing any form of intimacy has destroyed me mentally. my social skills and self-esteem are essentially non-existent. i feel like there is something fundamentally and deeply wrong with me bc everyone else has friends, has had their first kiss, etc
I LOVE MAKING MY OWN MERCH !! I just realized earlier when talking to someone abt my Max ita bag that Iโve made a lot of stuff for my fav things and Iโm really proud of it so far :,D
I have a lot more ideas to make too though ! I wish I could do this full time so bad :,)
Do y'all not reread your own fics? Like I reread shit I wrote all the time. Cause I wrote that shit for me.
I think when we say we write for ourselves, it really means, we wrote things without the worry of "Is this a popular trope, will this go viral, is it trendy"
Shoutout to season one good omens fandom and the octogoblin fandom tho those were also positive experiences and I met some amazing people ๐ฅนโค๏ธ who I MISS REAL BADDD
Iโm so thankful for the royalteeth and specifically Caine fanatics being the best experience Iโve had in a fandom space so far everyone is actually so fun and supportive and thereโs no toxic gatekeepy drama ๐ญโค๏ธ I love u guys
Its happened to me multiple times where toxic obsessive fans just ruin it for me and even some instances of harassment just bc we like the same character but with Caine everyone loves him so much itโs like the more the merrier ๐ฅน bby deserves all the love and hugs ๐ญโค๏ธ
Iโm so excited for August Iโm gonna see some of the TADC cast and get art signed :-P
I canโt wait to connect over Caine to Alex like this autism 2 autism style
In reality Iโm probably gonna start talking abt how much his character means to me like how he said he sees him as autistic too and based his social ineptness and emotional scenes on growing up diagnosed just like me GOD I MIGHT CRY-
I just love my lil guy so muchโฆ๐ญ๐ญโค๏ธ