I am not mad, I am just disappointed in myself. I am mad at fucking self, and nobody gets that. I fucking cannot stand myself right now for everything I have allowed.. I beat myself everyday.
The rose colored glasses are off an everyone is waiting for me to be that old Emily. She died and got buried along time ago, an everyone who has walked away.. good luck to you loves because I tried my best to stay in contact..
I'm not bitter, but this world has shown the evil it carries inside of it, I have swallowed it all only to come to understand these situations have made me stronger than ever.
The second I come out of the room he leaves only to piss with the door open and to go finally shave and showers when she's about to leave but some one hold my fucking beer and watch this
Okay so what's annoying is that I have always and will continue to go above and beyond but fuck everyone I am choosing myself this year so everyone can kiss my ass I have made houses spotless. The issue is that everyone is self centered and I have not been at all..