kehilangan spark itu aneh, masih jadi diri sendiri, tapi rasanya udah gak sehidup dulu. losing your spark slowly is scarier than being sad all at once.
if they wanna respect you, they would. if they wanna choose you, they would. if they wanna make it clear, they would. don’t ever let mixed signals get the better of you. it’s not healthy or worth your time.