🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆

21 🤍 secret venting account 🦢
SW: 59kg
GW: 50
UGW: 45kg

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

₊°ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ — #edtwt Intro — ✧˚₊ᗢ ʚ°₊

⟡˚⋆ Lina ⋆˚⟡
˚₊ 21 (she/her) 171cm₊˚
⟡sw: 57kg | gw: 50kg | ugw: 45kg ⟡
˚₊ 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐃𝐍𝐈 ₊˚

💬/🤍/↻ to be moots!

#anatwt #miatwt #moothunt #promotwt

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

@linaisntlost Thanks love 🥺

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

Is this too bodychecky for Instagram? I don’t think I look that sick but Im also aware that it could be body dysmorphia

(I’m really trying to keep my ED a secret but I still like posting selfies)

#edtwt

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I’m graduating university which is great and all, but I regret so much. I regret the paths I’ve chosen that lead me to where I am now and I don’t think I have the time or money to make a u-turn. All I can do is move on and grow. I’ll learn new things and gain new passions

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

The same people worriedly pointing out my WL are the same people who shame me for eating too much like make it make sense.

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I keep saying that I’m not going to stop letting opinions of other people affect me yet here I am, breaking my no-purge healing streak because of my dad’s comment on my eating habits (I finally let myself eat the candy that I like for the first time in two months) I’m so tired

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I didn’t even intend to b/p during that meal too. I was eating my favourite pasta (VERY SPICY TOO) in a controlled way and everything was genuinely perfectly fine and my mind was in a healthy place. Terrible awful so annoying.

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I’ve been working towards losing weight in a better way by eating thrice a day (and only picking healthy food with a focus on protein) and being more active. Ugh this disorder is so dumb, my throat hurts, my face is puffy, and I’m not even losing weight

[whoᨐฅ🪼☀️ @fthrihvsnnd]

"pantalone deserves better" "pantalone would betray dottore" "pantalone hates dottore" pantalone bouncing on it crazy style as we speak

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

Im not at my UGW yet, but my parents have begun to notice my wl but don’t suspect an ed yet. It’s weird how validating it feels to be fussed over ngl. Anyways my dad gave me a piggy back ride and even did squats to express his concern over my weight. It felt so whimsical

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

@aposikenedos cw: 52kg, ugw: 45kg
Gap = 7kg left

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I genuinely don’t know if it was maybe hormones that kept me from gaining when I was binging on my pasta, or if the recipe is just that good. It seems high calorie but like idek anymore. Maybe I’ll drop the recipe one day

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

(TW: Mia) idk how but I binged 3kg worth of food and water, and purged about 2.3kg. The back of my throat is painfully scratched up because my nails are damaged/thin (which equals SHARP). This is a new low.

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I thought I was in a stable spot cuz I binged a lot on homemade pasta for the past week and gained NOTHING from it. But once my pasta ran out and I kept those eating habits with other food, I’m gaining again. But I refuse to ever get back to my SW (58kg)

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

My mom bought a bunch of really cute and yummy snacks/treats for my brother and I, and i feel like this damn disorder is making me let her down. A cute little bee-shaped cream bun should bring me joy not guilt, and I didn’t even eat it, I’m literally just THINKING about it

#vent

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I want to talk about my ED with someone irl/close to me so badly. My friends would be there for me if I needed, but I don’t want to put them in harms way. I’m alr the skinniest one in the group so it would probably upset them

#vent #edtwt

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

@misaflorae HELLLOOOOOO 🍁

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I haven’t stopped binging and going over my calorie limit. My weight has been going up and I feel like I’m too undisciplined to get back into restricting. However, I’m gonna try limiting myself to healthy food to try and regain some control and bring my weight back down😭🤍

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

I have a question for #edtwt
Do yall count the calories in fruit/veg or no

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

Every day for the past week I’ve been binging/going out to eat oml I’ve ever felt so big backed

[🦢𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒂 | 𝒆𝒅𝒕𝒘𝒕 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆ @daintiness_]

Sometimes I’m just minding my own business when my brain reminds me that I lowkey am an easily hateable coworker/employee/intern. my whimsy is too strong and I keep doing things MY way which is efficient/effective but it goes against their aesthetics/structure or wtv 😔😔😔