Dude I had a weird emotional dream about my highschool reunion being held at my parents house. It brought up strange terrible emotions from when I was a teen and I woke up disoriented and sad.
when we are loved we are afraid
love will vanish
when we are alone we are afraid
love will never return
and when we speak we are afraid
our words will not be heard
Audre Lorde, A Litany for Survival