GeminiGirl19

#OH #IO 💚♊️💚

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

To the girl who feels like she can never catch a break...

Just breathe.

I see you, I am you, I know you will be ok and I am rooting for you.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Be yourself ...
That is so much easier said than done!

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

I wish my spoken word was as succinct and polished as my written word.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

I'm a grown adult - apparently that equates to not being allowed to be upset about anything.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

I highly doubt anything will come of it, but what if...

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

In the last 72 hours, I've had to experience two firsts since my world changed a couple months ago.
It's been hard, but I'm grateful for the quiet moments I've had to myself to think, reflect and feel what's in my heart without explaining it to anyone else.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

I have no choice, but to say "it's ok".

It's not ok, but I have to pretend that it is.

I can't be my own magic too.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Some people will simply never realize that I will never pick up their phone call.

Text is ALWAYS preferred!

Seriously do you know me AT ALL?!? Clearly not...

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Loyalty can keep one in situations that common sense should have taken them out of.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

I feel like something is wrong with me.

Why aren't I scrambling? Why aren't I stressed? Why aren't I doing anything I can to stay?

Did I function in 'fight or flight' mode for that long that I'm just numb to it all coming to an end?

I hope I get a sign soon on what is next!

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Children, regardless of age, should not be penalized for a parent's poor decisions - plain & simple!

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Feels like it's not ok to be ok...
There have been tears and sadness, but there is also relief and confidence.
So if you ask if I am ok and I say yes, please believe me and don't make me feel like it's not ok to be ok.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

When someone sarcastically says 'do you want a cookie for that?' and you confidently respond with 'I like brownies better than cookies'! #thatsmygirl

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Infuriated, insulted, unwanted - that is where I'm at after almost 24 years.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

When you are physically, mentally and emotionally drained from life, it's no joke

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Silly me...
Here I am thinking that for the last week or so you were really making an effort.

But the reality is that you simply weren't given the opportunity to screw up.

Those two things are not the same at all.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

I often tell my kids to 'use their resources', but I rarely take my own advice - often convinced I can do everything on my own.

Well yesterday I took a small step in using my own words of wisdom, so we'll see how it turns out.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

There is a big difference between delegating and dumping - don't get confused!
The best leadership doesn't do the latter.

[GeminiGirl19 @daisey619]

Just because I ask to not talk about it anymore, does not mean I want my vulnerability to be completely ignored. #readtheroom #whywastethewords #iamtheonlypersonthatlistenstome