working on myself, then working on videos. my old update video covered it, but i wasnt happy with who i was. was a bad person.
that's how my priorities have been. i think im a better person now, least it seems so. so i think its time i give content a go again.
(1/?) It’s been a while since I’ve done anything content related. I want it to be known I was seeking mental help, as I was severely unwell mentally. I wasn’t a good person, nor was I happy with myself in general. Been going to therapy for almost a year now.
2/?) It’s helped me reflect on myself, my actions, and the overall person I was. To say I hate who and how I was is an understatement. I used to act selfish, conceited, and would talk about and brag about things I should’ve have.
Here’s the quick summary of how I’ve been for the past year or so. I wanted to make it as candid as I could, so I hope it’s clear for anyone who wishes to see it.
Again, trigger warning regarding comments and statements relating to suicide.
I released an update video on my YouTube channel about me returning to content. I’d like to give a trigger/content warning regarding it, as I talk about my suicidal thoughts, tendencies, and the like. Do know I’m better now, and I’m excited for the future.
I have a ton of guilt for not posting this update video yet. It’s basically done, but I don’t wanna upload it till I know I can make content consistently