Laying here thinking how much I wish for just a moment I could go back in time and lay my head in my mommas lap and her trace my face with her finger until I'm finally relaxed enough to fall asleep! Never too old for your mommas love โค๏ธ
Okay but when do all the shitty things stop happening!? Because I'm not sure what I've done to deserve all of it and I don't know how much more I can handle before completely losing my mind.
I'm exhausted. Not the haven't gotten good sleep exhausted. The kind of exhausted where my mind, body, and soul are tired. I've been maxed out fir a while. Where is the damn light at the end of the tunnel ๐ด๐ฅบ
Im raising my son to be a respectful an kind human to all. I wont tolerate unnecessary disrespect from him toward people. This goes for the rest of his life. Ill always tell friends/girlfriends of his that Im here to listen and address any disrespect he gives
Milo is seriously the sweetest boy! Laying down for bedtime and randomly tells me "mom as big as the world is, that's how much i love you" ๐ญ๐๐ my sweet boy!
Why do some things have to be so damn hard? And how the hell do you know what's the right decision?? Life really needs to come with instructions ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
my childhood trauma didn't make me stronger it made me a people pleaser, it made it impossible for me to give up on people, it made me exhaustingly empathetic, and it made me constantly have the urge to take responsibility for everybody's problems even if I didn't cause them.