Fun fact
The ex I gave a black eye too, told me that in my sleep, I always rolled over and slapped him in the face dead in my sleep all the time. Even in my sleep I chose violence with him 😂
There’s a darkness inside me that I just can’t conquer and it scares me everyday. Maybe I’d JUst be better off if I gave into it.... this fight takes a toll I can’t face anymore
You’ll reach out to anyone except the ones that where there for you the most. And that hurts. That’s not you facing your issues, that’s you continually running from them. I hate how much love and support I gave you. I wish I could take it back and left you lost.