The best decision I ever made was to be quiet. I have nothing to prove. I'm done explaining myself, done convincing anyone of my worth, and done fixing what I didn't break. I refuse to fight for a spot in anyone's life. If you see my value, great. If you don't, that's on you. I'm not forcing anyone to appreciate me, respect me, or treat me right. That's a choice they have to make on their own. Just lessons and a future that no longer includes people who took me for granted
Ya Allah, please make this day better than yesterday. As I step outside today, place Your protection around me. Keep me safe on every road I take, in every place I enter and in every interaction I have. Protect me from accidents, harm, evil eyes, bad intentions, negative energy and anything that is not meant for me.
We’re not perfect. We sin, we falter and make mistakes but we do our best trying to please You. Almighty. We ask You to accept the deeds we do solely for Your sake. Forgive our shortcomings. We will never lose hope in Your Mercy. Aameen.
Adulting has humbled me a lot . I finally understand why so many adults stop posting on social media or even deactivate their accounts. Life feels so much peaceful when everything isn't on display. Like they say , out of sight, out of mind.. There's something really comforting about people not knowing every detail of your life.
Ya Allah, break the habits that are breaking me. Put barakah in my time. Discipline in my mornings. Khushu in my salah. Replace distraction with dhikr, delay with action, fear with tawakkul. Let this Ramadan rebuild me into someone You’re pleased with. Ameen.
Astagfirullah for the prayers I rushed.
Astagfirullah for when I cried to Him and then forgot Him when I felt okay again .
Astagfirullah for when I worshipped with my body and not my soul.
I think I lost my spark. I don’t talk as much, I keep to myself, and I’ve mastered the art of distance. It’s not that I’m mad or bitter. I just don’t have the energy to show up the way I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this nonchalant phase.
Toxic people will gaslight you and try to make you feel guilty for calling them out on their behaviour because they’re too comfortable in their ways. Don’t fall for that tactic & never let anyone make you feel guilty for communicating that you’re hurt. You deserve to be heard.
Let people judge you.
Let them misunderstand you.
Let them gossip about you. What they think about you isn't your problem. Their opinions don't pay your bills. So stay kind and free in your authenticity, no matter what they do or say. Never doubt your worth.