Kiki

[Kiki @danntanng]

为什么一上班就这么沮丧
坐在外面的长椅上
好像整个人空落落的
好孤独好孤独
好像什么都没有意义一样！
就现在做的任何事都没有什么意义
明明已经做好的决定现在又开始doubt
为什么呢！！

[Kiki @danntanng]

good night Dan. you have done good today.

[Kiki @danntanng]

i want to be someone that i can look into myself and say, yeh she is cool that kind of person

[Kiki @danntanng]

by doing nursing, i will be different and the process will be so hard.

[Kiki @danntanng]

today i’ve made a huge decision, i decided that i’m gonna do whatever it takes to stay in Australia. i know that’s what i have been doing for the past few years, but i have no hope seeing im getting this done. and so much frustration and setbacks and wrong mistakes.

[Kiki @danntanng]

who am i it’s going to be a forever question i will have to ask myself but now what’s most important thing is i need to repeat this to myself over and over again that i am an independent and strong and beautiful women that i can look after myself and being stronger and stronger.

[Kiki @danntanng]

and i saw all these gaps and differences i can finally be me and make friends and be a person that i don’t need to hide.

[Kiki @danntanng]

i want to quit my old bad habits and also my wrong conception about life and people. grow up in china can literally engrave you so many bad behaviour or just my family bringing up. but i spent so many years to observe what a normal people should do.

[Kiki @danntanng]

on this long run i realise life is so much longer and the same time so much shorter than you think. i could do so much shit in one day or i can do nothing in years then one day you wake up you decide to do one things.

[Kiki @danntanng]

now it’s the 5th year i’ve been here. i’m going to save up and then study nursing and become a hot nurse at my age 30.

[Kiki @danntanng]

@evilinside44 在这个时间点看到了你的推文，我在澳洲已经挣扎了接近五年，明年四月份签证就要到期了，而我只有一件事确定的就是不想要回国。

[Kiki @danntanng]

you only realise how important is washing machine until it’s broken

[Kiki @danntanng]

i know i am hopeless romantic
i just wanna a man who loves me and spoil me
i just wanna find love
i dont wanna your bby
so let’s done waste our time here

[Kiki @danntanng]

wesley
you can go find your own fuken non marriage wife to give birth for ur fuken bby
i think i’m done with u here

[Kiki @danntanng]

the 2 guys i most recently liked
both have so many red flags
why i found myself always obsessed with the wrong kind guy

[Kiki @danntanng]

so the guy i’m seeing he wanted a kid but without marriage
he asked me if i like kid
i said i never didnt wanna one
i asked what’s the name for bby
he said rip

in conclusion he is gonna be a great dad i can only say

[Kiki @danntanng]

@HumansNoContext war

[Kiki @danntanng]

How could you in my dreams over and over again without my permission.
Go away
But I like it and wish that comes true

[Kiki @danntanng]

@goutoulll 好像现实版的换装小游戏 长得非常动漫呀！