Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN

moved to @QntmTemprlAnmly !!!

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

This project costs negative 10,000 operations

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

I really enjoyed the online English teacher😺On a gentle summer afternoon, clouds gather and scatter, slowly shifting their forms with ease. Their carefree movements perfectly match the laid-back, unhurried pace of a summer afternoon.

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

Fill your evenings with peace and rest. Find joy in the ordinary things around you.
Continue moving forward regardless of the circumstances. Success follows from hard and smart work.

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

This is something i dont think ill ever get over. The problem isnt gone and will never be. hope that feeling doesnt grow , and it just sticks to lingering rather than taking the wheel like from 2019-2021
I think these thoughts will never go away, no matter how happy i become

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

God i hate my outlook on any adversity

Back in sophomore year, i didnt do a single assignment second semester bc my rationale was
"Whats the point of doing any of this if im planing on not being around in a few months"
And i meant it.

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

Ive been doing better recently
Found out i dont have it in me to actually do it. At least as of rn. But i still have that rational, i just mean it significantly less.
Oh im gonna fail a class im taking?
Doesnt matter bc.. wait a second i plan on living through the consequences

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

Raw

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[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

I hate being at school AND home.
Love not feeling like i belong anywhere

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

Im really replaceable/disposable
Anyone can fill my niche.
No one goes into a friendship with me thinking that itll last years and years. Im just the person you talk to bc you have nothing better to do. Then you leave

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

I dont even feel like me around the two ish people i actually like being around.
Ive always had a one sidded wall stopping me from properly communicating i just want to be normal and not have to worry about that

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

I dont know what i want. I just complain and do nothing
I am being selfish
If only there was to get help for literally anything thats going on.
Oh wait their is
Am i gonna do any of it
No
Why?
Because its meee
I never do anything productive and would rather waste away

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

God, venting on the internet again. Very productive love being me. Instead of actually helping myself i just complain to a brick wall and surprised when im not magically better

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

I think my mom puts it best "you need to stop that, youre making us feel bad :(" when i show the slightest bit of noise sensitivity literally anywhere.
Even at home.
So i have stopped going downstairs, i still hear everything but at least they dont have to deal with me :D

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

It feels like im gonna explode, i just want to be normal, not socially inept, dumb, and noise sensitive. All of which are my fault. I fucking sheltered myself too much as a kid and now im like this and i have refused to change regardless of how much it harms me

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

The last few weeks have been really poopass.
Felt miserable for a while, im starting to fall down that hole again

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

I know its all a mindset thing im doing this to myself. im not a victim of circumstance, im just a dick who cant even talk to people
Theres a very good reason i dont really have close friends
Its because i act like this,instead of improving myself i just waste away and complain

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

So glad im a disappointment to my friends and family, im currently failingschool. i do not have the capability of improving myself
Its like i do not want to improve , a part of me wants to I KNOW SOMETHINGS WRONG
I just cant and never will
I wish i can just stop and leave

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

im a shitty friend and i deserve to live in the mess i made!!

[Quantum temporal NOT HERE RN @danny3xeer]

human sam is kinda a funny asshole :D