In the last 15 years I've been a/an:
* Actor
* Director
* Film Producer
* Social Media Manager
* Professional Organizer
* Headshot Photographer
* Marketing Manager
* Content Creator
* Video Editor
* YouTuber
* Writer
It's okay if you aren't just one thing. Life isn't linear.
Fear is a universal experience. It's not a terrible thing that we feel fear when faced with the unknown. It is a part of being alive, something we all share. We react against the possibility of loneliness, of death. Fear is a natural reaction to moving closer to the truth.
Don't be afraid to feel the "good" and the "bad". Truly feel those emotions. That type of experience helps you reshape your mind to handle the rest of this thing we call life.