@becomingmoss People got stuff you didn't get. It hurts. Now go get what you want. Move to a bigger town, or a city. If you're unsatisfied with the present, change it. The past is over, sad or not.
@sixoflokis You had an intense experience and now you miss it. There's nothing to do. You feel your feelings. Some feelings are uncomfortable but you can't skip over them. There are no tips, no ideas. All of that is just distraction. Cry and then wash your face, cry and then wash your face.
I got a second plastic bucket of them. They are half gone already. Now I am going to drink a gallon of milk. I fear there is something terribly wrong with me.