my side of the story doesn't matter anymore. Life happened. It hurt and I healed. Most importantly,I learned who deserves a seat at my table and who will never sit at it again
Due to me having a kid.. I STAND DOWN on a lot of situations & people! Pls don’t ever confuse me walking away or standing down as being WEAK or SCARED. The ONLY thing I’ll ever be scared of or weak about is being away from my kid.
i struggle with forgiveness fr… like i’ll let stuff slide, keep it cool, act like i’m past it… but my mind don’t be letting me move on that easy. it start replaying everything outta nowhere and now i’m right back mad like it just happened. whole mood change, now i don’t even wanna be around you.
and it be hurting because i’m the type to ride hard for the people i love… my loyalty run deep, sometimes too deep. but it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, reliving the same pain instead of letting it go. whole time i’m just sitting there like… why would you even do me like that?