I know I should keep my distance. This is not okay,
We might both wear glasses, but aren't as blind as they get,
I hope you know I won't make a move
Doesn't mean I don't want to but I'm tryin to improve
Now it's hard to sleep, my mind always wondering, what if?
Something inside me always knew, it felt easy talking to you,
Too easy I felt scared, cause I knew it wasn't okay,
A forbidden apple I couldn't get, ironic metaphor given how we met
Tried to push it down, but the truth always rises above, makes me put makes me frown, but there are things even I can't shove.
How do I explain everything reminds me of you, music, coffee, books, it's like they're leaving clues
What if?
I can't pretend I don't feel, can't pretend I don't think, of all the what ifs.
And I know it's wrong, and I should stay away, but I can't help but let myself be pulled back again.