Mei★

Apparel designer that cosplays once in a blue moon(*´ω｀*) Student of astrology👀 Pls don’t mind my babbles

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Fashion show is done! I'm unofficially graduated! Yayyyy~ So proud of my amazing classmates😍 Here's my collection from the 5th show!👌🏻

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

@jrtajiri It was the most random encounter ever! I was rly nervous to ask because it didn't seem likely she'd be at a con of all places, especially not as an announced guest lol I had to do a double take and ask directly for confirmation

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

So i just… casually shook hands with and met Koda Kumi at AX💀 I’m having a mental breakdown on the inside😭 Nobody else seems to notice her like hello?! Y’all walking past a queen?!???

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

I’ve managed to catch another cold💀 I think this is my 5th cold this year… LOL Horse year really is not my year even though I am horsey😅

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@atashi00 Whaaaaat?!

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Been looking into helmet wigs and trying to decide if I should be using the helmet wig method for a short ponytail or if I can just tie up the hair and add some wefts to the back to avoid all that work (¬_¬) Like what are the merits to helmet wigs besides weight and high ponies?

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

I tested my face tape from Assist wigs that I bought on my last Japan trip and wooow, it’s so great! It’s so thin and stretchy yet sticky. Wonder if just regular medical tape is as good(and cheaper which would be nice). I don’t cosplay much now anyways so I don’t really need more

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Started looking to go back into photography with the DSLR and I just learned that Cannon is praising out DSLR’s lol💀

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Bought a small pack of melatonin. Last time I tried it, I doom scrolled through the drowsiness and just didn’t sleep through the dosage lol I lack the discipline to put my phone away during sleep time🙃

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Idk how my fam and I managed to catch a 2nd round of the cold/whatever bug is going around in less than a full month💀 I should maybe reschedule my dental appointment but maybe I’ll also get better by then🤔

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

David bought us flights to LA in late June for a week and suggested Anime Expo for my birthday. I feel SO guilty spending money when I'm already butt poor these days😭 I'm thankful he's doing this but I also just feel so guilty all the time...

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Ngl I'm starting to get a lil triggered when friends say I can be too blunt like it's a bad thing💀I already try not to be?

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Trying to get a surprise gift for a trans friend but now I’m hesitant on whether getting some shapewear would be too personal/intimate…🙃

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Hit up the slopes last night cause we got a bit of snow. It’s been many years since I last got the chance to ski! I never used to wear helmets but I caved. The older I get, the more worried I am for safety. But god, how does one look cool in a helmet? Why do I look like a dork💀

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

It's family day today but I've just been home cleaning my ass off. Can't believe I did 4 loads of laundry. Could've been more but I already feel bad having to split so much. I even washed my cleaning rags with my clothes to reduce the amount of stuff to wash🥲

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

@FeiyenSRV14A Maybe just stick to Insta! Though I like being able to express myself more freely on Twitter lol I didn’t wanna make any new social medias but perhaps I’ll finally try bsky if people are still using it!

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

X locked my account when I haven’t even said anything that violates their rules?🙃 U haven’t even posted since I got suspended and unsuspended. I think their ai is doing kinda…😅 Imma just prob avoid here moving forward. Also my account keeps getting attempted logins worldwide.

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

Finally got unsuspended! Whoever keeps trying to logon to my account, stop it =_=

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I can't help but wonder if there are families out there without family drama. To be in a family that doesn't have some sort of tension would be so peaceful. I'm envious of anyone that may actually have that.

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@44xnya_n I never go to MeetFresh but why you making it look good LOL

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so short so it’s not like we’d ever spend a full day. Whereas at a funeral, you’re locked into a room together all day grieving together. It honestly allowed for some of the most endearing feelings and while not as shallow as small talk, I felt like I really was “at home” again.

[Mei★ @darkenedxstar]

I’m so grateful that I was able to attend my grandmother’s funeral last year back home. Spending hours at the ritual despite it being such a sad event, it also allowed me the opportunity to get to know and talk with all my cousins that I never grew up around. My previous trip was