★ dessi is feeling… dead ★

• 24, black, she/her •

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

✧ °•:* (✖╭╮✖) *:•° ✧

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

the saxophones thing was reallyyyyy irking me so so bad ugh thank GOD i don’t use tt anymore like yuck

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

!!!!!!!

[ima ✦ @chrysanthemore]

"larp this larp that" lets really talk about how everyone is larping as a black person nowadays

"saxophones getting louder" you dont even know what that means or what movie thats from omg

[Yves-Angeline @AdamantxYves]

Celsius is a crazy measuring scale, I'm so sorry. 100° feels like hot. You understand 100 as a complete thing. 37° being hot is just... I'm not convinced.

The metric system is a very cute girl. Y'all ate with that. But I just don't see it for Miss Celsius.

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

also i’m broke :D

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

pretty much my reasonings for feeling indifferent to traveling which is the very opposite of all my friends rn lol sigh

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

also the idea that a normal person would even go to the doctors for a simple cold or a bad period day, please be fr

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

fucking tell me about it!!!!!!

[‏ً @omgsidewalks]

Actually, requiring Doctor’s notes to excuse sick days is inherently classist in a country without universal healthcare, and it is wild how little that is discussed.

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

and can we blame them 😒

[⋆ seven ⋆ (inactive) @sapphicperez]

y'all so scared to just be bisexual

[r @yvestum0r]

locs with no taper

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

maybe it’s bc the last time i was this weight i was working out very regularly so i was basically skinny + heavy muscle and now i’m just, dare i say, skinny fat and look worse in my eyes but ik society sees it all the same sigh

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

disregarding the main point, is this really what normal people consider skinny? like ig i would agree if someone said it to them but not if they said it to me even tho i look almost exactly like these pics….

[nova @Storm43964]

am i the only one that wants to look like this on edtwt😢😢

genuine question bc i see so many of ygs saying you wanna be bonespo i just wanna be skinny💔

#edtwt #edrtwt #ricecaketwt

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

idk i never thought that my ed would get to the point where it would actually start warping my reality in terms of of body dysmorphia, but i don’t remember it being this crazy before hmm

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

@vanillamochaa why wouldn’t they? i look like that rn and i be starving myself lol

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

like wtf could possibly be wrong with me rn i’m sick of this shit it’s always something

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

i think i’m having a cryptic pregnancy…

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

one time i declined my uncle’s call and told him i was at work bc i didn’t feel like talking, he called my brother immediately after and he unknowingly exposed the fact that i was indeed at home doing nothing, i was so damn embarrassed bruh

[Pharaoh👳🏾‍♂️👑 @MrMekzy_]

One of my worst nightmares is someone calling me because they can see me from across the road or something, and them watching me ignore their call.

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

haha 😅

[E🎀 @ElsSaidIt]

The last stage of dissociation is wanting people not wish you on your birthday.

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

what a great addiction lol

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

i honestly didn’t think the day would come bc i’m stupid as fuck these days but i’m actually getting better at balatro :3

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

i have another goal set after that but idk if i’ll actually go for it, maybe i’ll just maintain 125 for a while so ppl don’t think i’m killing myself

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

oh ig i did lose weight somehow, i thought i was gonna be like 5lbs bigger than the last time i weighed in but i’m one lb less than the goal i had set for me to hit today,, nice

[★ dessi is feeling… dead ★ @darkthins]

my goal for next month is 125 which would be my new lw if i make it eeeeee