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just posting what I feel. *TRIGGER WARNING* || I do not promote any mental illnesses, eating disorders, or self harm || stay strong loves ♡

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I hope that one day your as happy as you pretend to be

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“I am destroying myself so other people can’t,“ she said, ” and it’s the worst kind of control but it’s the only form I know."

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Sometimes, the only reason why you won’t let go of what’s making you sad is because it was the only thing that made you happy.

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We keep choosing the things that destroy us.

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Does anyone every just look at someone, face to face or in a picture & you just can't stop smiling because you love them so much? Yeah me to

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I would go to the moon and back for you, but I can’t even get out of bed for myself.

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Let’s get drunk and tell each other everything we’re too afraid to say sober

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It takes 10 times longer to pull yourself together than it does to fall apart

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They say it won’t matter in a year, but what happens if it does? What happens if, a year later, it still breaks my heart? What then?

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The sad thing about me is that, if you asked me to pick out something I liked about myself, I wouldn’t be able to tell you a single thing.

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Same

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You have no idea how hard it is to pretend all the time.

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I'm kinda getting sick of feeling like I want to die every single day

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I can't pretend that I'm okay;
I can't fake it anymore.
I'm hopeless, helpless
and I'm afraid that I'll never get better.

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i don’t think anybody really understands how not okay i am

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Music became one of the only ways to drown my never-ending, toxic thoughts. I started blasting it 24/7.

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God it hurts. It hurts so bad. Somebody make it stopping hurting, please. It freaking hurts.