“i’m not good at math”
no, you’re lazy and undisciplined. years of not applying yourself to understand what is arguably the most important subject compounded to the point where you are functionally mathematically illiterate.
now, you use this as an excuse to make yourself feel better, that some people just have the math gene, and you don’t. They were lucky, you were not.
nobody is born knowing calculus, and yes very few people are savants. The rest of us didn’t understand it just like you, but actually put in the work to make the unknown to us, known.
put in the effort to learn math, it’s worth it.