fuuuuuck i promised my therapist id screenshot all the vagueposts i made this week and go over them in our next session and i was kind of using that as motivation to stop vagueposting . oh well whatever could be worse
the fucked up thing about having ocd is that you are not allowed to trust “gut feelings”
so when someone lies to you for several months but your gut keeps yelling “something is wrong”
when you find out, it just
destroys years of progress