@nxcromncy once did, i guess all there is left to do is accept it. but i'm really struggling do this, i'm losing everything i wanted, i feel like i'm detaching from reality and now im just delusional, but i guess i need more time to get back to reality and move on with my life
@nxcromncy it just helped me understand why i did what i did. maybe i'm just not done feeling these emotions and i need to thug it out a bit longer, but i'm not sure how much longer i can take it. i can't turn back time and undo what i did, i don't think i would make the same decisions as i
ok one suicidal episode later i feel better now i guess i love someone so much that i will let them go if that is best for them and i think its time to stop talking about this
the reason i haven't ended it is that i've just realised that you can't expect a bad person to do good things so why should u be upset over the fact something bad happened to a bad person