@leevi_immanuel Then talk to God, cry it out to him till there's no more energy to cry or to release tears. Try to remember a scripture, speak it into existence, sleep afterwards if you can.
Mara why do we trust strangers with our health for real?
They come with an apparent vaccine against a damned disease / virus we don't know know of and we just follow through
This story of everyone separating themselves is the most cruel thing that's ever happened to humanity . Humans are created to "group work" not work alone.