i hate myself so much like seriously WHY am i like this and WHY can i not get better no matter how much time I give myself 😂 i feel like only 3 or 4 people care about me which is correct anyway
i love you people who do care
and those who don't i guess too
i think the worst part about me is how i fantasize about incest and rape and shit hoping i could be in a situation like that then realizing I seriously don't want to be the thoughts just won't leave me alone
i wish I didn't think shit like this I wish i could think normally