@artaechim back in 2019 i literally knew zero marvel stuff, i was just a fulltime anime fan reading yaoi 😭 my parents went to see endgame in theaters but i didn't. so going to see a huge film like that in cinema now literally feels like making up for a missed opportunity
(i was super gay, pretty sure they felt the vibe. though there’s a dark era in my past i desperately wanna erase FOREVER, i was a terrible kid and would’ve beat my own ass)
to balance out the sad lore: my utter hatred for sports literally drove me into typologies, psychology, astrology, and tarot - basically anything to understand human nature. for the record, i’m an ENFP 7w6 729 sx/so and I can list like 5 more
i even have tarot cards, so during PE i’d literally just do readings for the girls and gossip with them. and honestly? girls were always so sweet to me
the only time i played in school was when it was just girls, because they didn’t scream at me or wish death on me for missing a hit - they just supported me and praised what i was good at.
Thanks for reading.
sad fact about me? i fucking hate active team sports. in school i was hyper aggressive but absolutely terrible at playing, so i kept messing up until people literally stopped picking me for teams entirely.
i just wanted to talk or RP play minecraft in real life, never competitive sports. even now the thought of team sports makes me nauseous. and as a result, I still don't like team sports. even shooters and online games
i was literally trying to ruin my sleep schedule on purpose so i could work my night shift on monday. and now i can’t fall asleep during the day at all. even though 12 hours ago i was ready to pass out like a baby after warm milk in winter. someone help
and i lowkey loved it. i literally used to say "i can do this all day" even though they were constantly grabbing me and dragging me somewhere. i was such a weirdly interesting kid. also i had massive anger issues
can i call myself a devilshield child if as a kid everyone called me "devil's advocate" because i kept defending all the weak kids from random old people trying to talk shit for no reason? like i was literally the ONLY ONE standing up to them, getting death threats
#devilshield
honestly dropping random personal facts out of nowhere is my favorite thing. like: i literally like blue just because red was too popular when i was a kid. my cousin picked purple so i was just like "looks similar, blue is my thing now"
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also scheduling a therapy session and a NAV appointment on my birthday, then immediately heading to a night shift is wild. but I WILL SURVIVE. doing it for the meme honestly. like what else is life for if not a massive joke
zero food at home and i haven’t eaten in like 15 hours??? AND I AM SOOOOO LAZY TO COOK. but i guess i have to. otherwise i’m literally gonna die fuck
I love my ADHD