everything is gonna get worse and ill end up killing myself, i already have a plan i already know the whats gonna happen and i already know how things will end for me. i know that even in moments where i feel a shine of hope to keep living, that its completely false
guys i liedddddd ππππ i actually want it πππππππ i want it so bad ππππππππ i want it so bad i almost threw up on the floor πππππππ so bad itβs consuming me ππ