I cant get high and I have no nerve herbs left. I am terrified that I will let my stress slip at work if I am not doping it down. Masking depression and mania is such a hell.
I know I cant change your mind, if I could I'd be telling you directly. You have to see it for yourself. I pray the truth is exposed for you, I know it will hurt but it will free you once you survive it.
After letting it all out I found my real answer. He's actually an uncouth, pathetic, loser. Its almost like he couldnt be the same person that I met all those years ago but thats what he is. Vulgar pictures, that's what he chooses to post. Vulgarity.
Just for a second, think about it rationally. Her claims of purity and faithfulness, when she's actually base as fuck and you know it.
But youre like me, ready to make excuses and ignore the red flags.
Youre in love with a murdering psychopath. What can I say?
This seems apt:
"and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all the liars, their part [is] in the lake that is burning with fire and brimstone, which is a second death."
the top, mate. That's it, thats all youre worth to her. She just wants more power from you that she can use for corrupt ends again. Little does she know, you dont get any more power until you work with me again, which she's not willing to let happen even if youre not together.
The confirmation you have given me of her intentions towards my daughter. I was afraid I had been paranoid because I got away from it for so many years and didnt have to watch my back anymore. It's a faded memory now, of surviving, running, leaving things behind so noone would
by her lies and victimhood claims.
Mate, idc if it's believable that my pretty doll like daughter could make her feel insecure, you're being played with that tune. Shes not insecure about my daughter, idiot. Who has she got on his knees for her? She wants to climb over you to
So did the "all this shit happened" include her sending hits after me and my daughter for so many years we had to run and hide far away from her reach? Or that she found out where I worked and came to look me in the eye right before sending them? Does it?
Someone actually saved me while she was doing it. A man. I didnt see who they were but they ripped her off me and she never finished.
I heard that she has raised her own since because she lost all the power he gave her (read: frittered it away trying to suppress and kill me)
That bitch even tried to raise my Kundalini by force. Little fucker got stuck at my blocked throat Chakra and I knocked it back down with some help from Gods grace. Took me two years to recover though and the shit I went through for the year it was risen I will never forget.
But he's obsessed with her, everything he does is for her. For pure evil. For a woman who, when she had the power he gave her, used it to kill and dominate and corrupt everything. He's completely convinced she's innocent and perfect. He'll find out, she will be exposed.