happy. I learned to be alone and to deal with life by myself, but at some point when will all this truly go away? It feels like a never ending battle and I stay losing.
Iโm tired, physically, mentally, and emotionally. Iโm losing motivation for so much stuff I wanted to do. I feel like Iโm truly failing myself here. I donโt know which way to turn, because everywhere I look itโs something causing me more and more suffering than being able to be -