i will still take it if i were given it, even before i signed up i knew what i'm gonna face and now it's one of my biggest loss of my life and still is and it's just insensitive when someone sees it as a "good riddance" moment
really don't like it when i told someone that something that i know is now someone else's when i told them it's theirs and knowing it's goddamn consuming they be like "oh untung lu ga dapetin itu kemarin" like i never think twice before making that decision
you can actually accept things going to other ppl around u but you can also accept that it's actually part of ur big dream and that u've sacrificed a lot for it and u have the rights to be sad abt it
the more i grow the more i realize bahwa ikhlas itu ga harus bener bener lupa. you can still be ikhlas dan berdamai atas sesuatu yang ga sesuai keinginan lu & at the same time sedih ketika lu inget lagi