i hate the stigma around like being.. idk unempathetic like i dont care about other people, i mean obviously im not gonna like be like stfu idc ab u but like if my friends parents were to die i wouldnt care. does that make sense? ive had multiple friends die and like it doesnt-
i hate the stigma around like being.. idk unempathetic like i dont care about other people, i mean obviously im not gonna like be like stfu idc ab u but like if my friends parents were to die i wouldnt care. does that make sense? ive had multiple friends die and like it doesnt-
around me.. i adapt harmful traits as well. im manipulative. i dont exactly hate myself for it but i dont love myself for it. i noticed it started early, before i turned 10, it was white lies. all of my relationships were built of lies. i had 16 year old friends at 9 and they-
the thing that shocks me is i could be lying on this thread right now and i wouldn't stop myself. im trying to be honest, because i wanna know whats up with me. same thing with therapy. besides being described with a lot of pills, its not very helpful bc i cant be honest often.
malicious intent. its just a white lie, theres little meaning behind it. i never tell anyone this stuff. i cant afford to lose everything because i cant be a real person like everyone else. sometimes i wonder if im fake, not a real human being. you know what i mean?